Jul 6, 2008
Hello, new freinds, whats my mind tonite, many things, gratefulness, for finding this site, hope, because of the people that really do show empathy, and caring by taking time out to encourage, or direct, or just listen and you know you are not alone. A little sad and frustrated, about my mouth, and I know there are many out there, sick, frustrated, running out of ways to plead with those who could help those in need.. But pain of anykind is a motivator at least for me, not to give up.. a day for me begins with waking up feeling sick, but I will not give up. Some days I will not put my top denture in at all, and wonder if I will wake up and the 7 years will have been a horrible nightmare. But it is reality, I honestly do my very best not to think about it. You tell me how can you not think about your mouth, and not being able to chew few correctly, and not think of you smouth with you are continuely swallowing saliva, that is acid and me making me sick.. I get really angry at times with my self, and say get over it, and then I begin to weep, because I want to be over it, I want to be a useful and funtional human being. I feel like I'm robbed as well as the many others that cannot get their mouth taken care of because of immense cost, and Medicare and med-cal arent doing anything, they have made 2 sets of dentures in 7 years, with out ever telling me about my messed up mouth. I can't stand feeling sorry for my self and most of time I stay busy, and most of all try and think of ways to bring comfort for others, but I'm feeling extra nauseaus tonite, it mayb be from the bacteria I get from teeth in out over and over, or from sports mouth guard I had to cut to fit in my mouth, and its made to go over teeth. that cant even be in long so in and out more bacteria, I apolagize for feeling a little of out of sorts, those have gotten to know me some thru my posts, blogs, and even i started a new group today, I love to write and and to help people and make people understand the importance of not giving up or losing hope.. I almost always feel better when I look on here, and see someone has read something on aidpage. and I pray, that some how at least there mood is better. I bet you never thougtht I could be short in my writing. Ive spent more houres writing on various postings and reaing about then in different groups, then anything else. I need sleep. So if I can stay off here a short period and catch some rest I'll be able to fight this mood. Have my mind more clear, and get back to reading more peoples plights and encourage or research... God bless all of you, Never Never give up, and try not to lose hope even when all seems hopeless. There is a solution for every problem, just takes time sometimes... You are of value, no matter who you are or what you have, you were born, and your here now and you are a unique individual with gifts to ois ffer others you havent even discovered.. Pray for me tummy, It will pass, i will shareanother day anther time. Good nite and God bless. Maybe tomorrow , I will wake un not sick, and with dentures that fit and 6 implants, well or maybe the next day.. Right now Im going to look at a few others postings and pray for them and try and get some sleep.. I hope you check out under my group heading and give me some feedback... Good nite
